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confident level: not too high or too low

If aku perempuan yang confident level 101%, gambar kat ig aku would be a thousand by now sebab aku suka simpan gambar memories that I never want to forget. But no, I couldn't even get it to 80%. Bila tulis blog, aku tak straight up buka blogger and tulis. Aku tulis kat note dulu, bila aku rasa satisfied dengan post aku baru aku post. If tak, it will remain dalam note aku. Aku try nak buat blog aku NOT "mostly" about myself tapi nak kasi semangat kat those yang rasa hopeless, yang rasa they're having a bad day, yang insecure and yang lupa that happiness exist tapi they also have to accept the fact yang sedih pun exist jugak. Kadang-kadang kita lupa en. Memandang aku tak petah bercakap tapi hati aku always know what I feel. So nah, blog aku. Ikhlas dari hati. There's nothing more I can give. I know how's it feel kena pijak tapi try ah fikir positive .. "Maybe I deserve this". Entahla, aku pun confuse sama ada ayat tu positive ke tak but...

Mistakes.

We all make mistakes in life. Besar kecil itu lain cerita. But how we react to our mistake is one thing kita kena pandai control. Kenapa? Cuba bayangkan bf kau belikan kau kereta then one day kau break dengan dia and decided to buang kunci kereta dalam tasik/sungai sebab ego kau en. So here u are atas jambatan ready to baling kunci tu. Manusia lepas break ni ada 2 jenis. Satu, waras. Dua, tidak. Manusia yang waras tu bila dia nak baling kunci dia boleh ah gak fikir, "kalau aku baling kunci ni aku nak balik rumah balik naik apa", yang tak waras ni pulak he/she might throw the key and jump as well sebab he/she is so stress out, dahla break, takde transport nak balik lagi ergh and thennnnn decided to end everything because of her/ his own stup*dity. So kembali ke how kita react to our problems, awak takleh cam ikut ego awak or you might create problem baru but then again i know how stress it is facing them. Everyone knows sebab everyone ada problem they need to face. But that ju...