yours truly, hasya.

I never had a favourite book but this one deserve to be. When i got lost in this book, my mind could help repeating, this is the one. The book. “The-going-to-be-your- favourite-book”. I bought this book because of its cover page which is in the colour of mint (ada aura hijau-hijau cikit haha). And also patutnya harga betul dia rm55.90 tapi dekat bookstore tu rm17.90 ja. If the real price is rm55.90, the story should be good. And it was. To me. Hasya jasmin :) What is it abouttttt? Well, there’s this guy. Takdalah old but he’s not young either. He’s been taking care of his mom that got diagnosed with cancer until she dies. On her way to her to death, she kept calling her son in the name of her favourite movie star (i guess), Richard. She kept on praising him and she didn’t remember she had a son. She was fine, happy and okay but at the same time, sick. Eventho she's sick, I deeply love how she sees the world, sumpah inspiring mashaAllah T.T huhu ok proceed In this boo...

This is not a sympathetic post but it is related to pain, not an insignificant pain. I’ve been dealing with my disease my whole life. Its not that bad I swear tapi nak buat macam mana its uncured-able. There’s so many methods I’ve tried. Recommended stuff. So many years trying to fix myself. But as I grew older, it got worst but again this isn’t a sympathetic post. So its been 5days been warded. Everyday there’s 3 times food coming in, 2 times baths, empat kali check suhu, berat and blood pressure plussss there’s also 4 times injections per day ye kawan-kawan, four timezz :’) Twice a day jugak, doctor akan check (of course), for improvement. Tak buat apa pun, just a normal check up :) And everyday they’ll ask me these same questions. “How are you feeling?” “Does it hurt?” Knowing me, I’m always fine. “I’m okay”, I replied. But every time that same question were ask, my mind couldn’t help saying, “which one? which pain are you asking?” Of course it hurts, it does. e...