20/10/2015

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I thought I could be there for everyone. To only be that one person who cheer people up but people might no realize how u struggle to fit it, making someone smile after a whole night of crying, to give the best advice to those yang futur.

I understand how 'Augustus Waters' felt. To want to be remembered. To want to be a roller coaster that only goes up.

Hakikatnya, kau kena terima the fact that they won't be there for u as much as you were there for them. Some of them would just push you away

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