The dream I didn't have.

All of a sudden, rasa macam nak bercerita.

So here's a story about me not having plans for my future.

When people ask me, 'kau nak sambung degree tak?' my answer will be no. Why? Entah.

Maybe aku akan sambung but at the same time i dont know. Mungkin terlalu awal utk fikir or maybe sis memang selalu focus on sis punya present (i think). Why should i think about things yang i seriously have no clue. Can it just be a mystery?

Tipulah kalau tak takut kan, but I thought maybe its too much for me to predict my own future. Entahla.

It all comes back to money senanya. But lets put degree aside and lets talk about having dreams n hopes shall we?

Petang tadi aku baru dapat statement about there's a different between hopes and dreams. I thought if aku ada dream, i would put my hopes up to it and trust me, putting your hopes up is never a good thing.

But, having dreams? Well maybe its ok to have em kan? You're not supposed to put hopes on it and plus, dreaming is just a thing u imagine. There's no guaranteed if that dream will come true but if it doesnt, atleast you're safe and there's no disappointment because there's no hope.

I love listening to people telling me about their dreams. Its like the dream brings them to another place. I cant imagine how much visual there is in someone's head when they re dreaming but I guess it's beautiful, just like the smile on their face :)

Kalau ikutkan, aku tak sure whether aku ada dream sebab i dont really think that much about my future. But I guess I should start planning just like everybody else. Atleast i know where I'm heading.

So you've reached the end of my story. Akhir kata, if you're sincerely worried about your future/ need distraction or something, there's a thing called dreaming. 

you should try.