When, why.

They said beautiful things come unexpectedly kan? jadi, buat apa risau.

So sebenarnya i swore to myself to not post anything pasal a guy ke apa but then again, why not hahahahah ok stop

So again, there's this guy. He's unexpectedly my boyfriend hahahah ok hasya ok. Sis proceed dengan nada tenang ya guys.

I know ini dah kali ke 4 aku rasa I've fall in love but cam biasalah kan, sis manusia cliche so sis guna ayat cliche gak lah; "sis manusia biasa" ok, done clinching.

For those yang tak tahu, pasal ex ex sebelum ni, here's a short diskripsi tentang mereka;

First ex, i left him.

Dua, he left me.

Tiga, sis kena ganti.

So here's a story about my unexpected four.

Aku tahu macam tak necessary to tell people pasal life aku apa semua but aku tak sebut nama pun kan so alhamdulillah no harm done.

Entahla tak tahu ada lagi ke tak reader sis sebab last time i check jumlah reader dah kecundang hahah ok takpa sis proceed ja.

Tbh i have nothing to tell except how different we both are. There's no chemistry at all tapi i guess there's a bit of connection thats y we end up together.

Yknow that feeling knowing u fell  for someone? Takut kan?

Takut apa? The fear that the pain will get worse or maybe this time things will get more complicated.

As we grow older guys, t h i n g s   w i l l   g e t   m o r e   c o m p l i c a t e d   ,whether u like it or not. So here i am, taking risk.

Aku suka dia. He's the type of guy yang I never imagine of having sebab Im normally into geeks and nerds and he is neither one. He's the type of guy yang nampak cam the type who's going to play with my heart -thats what most of my friends says. But knowing him, entahla.. aku tak tahu samada aku buta cinta or memang i like the way he obsessed about certain things.

I like how sometimes he's busy with work atau sometimes bila dia caught up dengan game dia, bila rindu, dia straight away texted me. Kadang-kadang tu sampai berapa hari tak contact and when he does, you know its real.

I like how he can be that matured type of guy yang knows everything thru the knowledge he gain from reading stuff and he can also be childish terkinja sana sini at the same time. 

Tbh aku tak tahu nak describe dia macam mana sebab I've describe people before, how pure and kind they are apa semua tapi end up semua tetap tak macam apa kita sangka.

Tbh i have no idea how things going to end up, whether yang ni a keeper or he's just another number tapi entahla bukan kita yang tentukan masa depan. 

Ada thoughts aku cakap "why would this guy be any different?" I don't know. Why.

Maybe sebab he's unexpected. Thats why tajuk kalini when, why. Because tbh i dont have any particular reason or time when did all of this happen and why. It just did. So somehow i think thats how life works kan? Unexpectedly. Tak sure la samada akan worth it or not at the end,

tapi who knows kan?

No one really does.