Jarak

It’s 2.10 AM and sis feel in need to write something but this empty mind sangatlah lack on thoughts lately.

So harini secara random sis nak hujah pasal jarak.

Thanks for reading:)

So,

There’s 3 phases in life.

when you’re a kid, when you’re a young adult and when you’re old.

2 years ago, a 17 y/o girl was told, “takyah nak risau sangat,  j a u h   l a g i   p e r j a l a n a n   h i d u p   kau” oh ok fine, and at that time aku tak fikir sangat.

But now menjelang 19 y/o aku dah start persoalkan jauh tu. Jauh sampai mana yang dimaksudkan? I mean, how do we know that we’re finally there? Takanlah sampai tua pun perjalanan hidup still jauh kan?

Ok jap nak cakap pasal tua.

I got this feeling dimana everything we do in life is for the third phase iaitu when we’re old.

Aku rasa part paling teruk when you’re old is having regret. I mean, is that how u want to remember life? By the thoughts of your regretzz??? Siapa nak bila umur kau dah 70 tahun tapi tak move on lagi dari girl yang kau tak ngorat 50 tahun yang lepas?

Tapi itulah perbezaan orang berumur dengan orang yang baru nak ada umur. Kids have no regrets. Ada ke budak menyesal makan cekelat? Tak kisah aa gigi rosak ke pe yang penting dia nak cekelat.

Kan?

Ok

balik pada how do we know that we’re finally there? Perjalanan hidup yang dikatakan jauh tu is actually around the corner dah. Bila yang jauh tu nak jadi dekat? When?

You might think, “oh we are finally there when we have achieve our goals” atau “maybe we’re there when we finally find happiness”

But no.

Entahla.

Aku tak rasa cemtu.

From my point of view lah kan,

we’re finally there the moment we realise that it’s not true.

Perjalanan hidup kita tak jauh. And part of me strongly rasa yang circle of life takda kaitan dengan jarak pun senanya.

Sebab the moment kau tanamkan mindset perjalanan hidup kau masih jauh you will keep on delaying stuff and disitulah wujudnya regret regret yang bakal muncul tua nanti.

Pastu, aku rasa

when you’re finally there, when you finally realise that perjalanan hidup masih jauh is not true, that will be your starting point. to what? To living in life with no regrets.

Sorry kalau my point of view macam pelik. Maybe there is another meaning to perjalanan masih jauh yang sis tak tahu. Kalau ada, do tell :)

Oklah, sis dah ngantuks.

You might want more explanation on this. But thats just it. All i got. How jarak hidup dengan jangka masa hidup is something yang bercanggah. There’s no road for a car called life to drive thru. There’s only the car. Pancit ke calar ke tukar color ke tinted ke, kereta tu tetap tang tu.

I hope you understand. sorry if you don’t.

Akhir kata, 

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